wrkin in swissotel

1 of the The most ex club in town happen to b in swissotel...so............. i went in free !! lols

The aussie guy

Went to mit up with STANLEY and my cousins..., stan's some1 who has always treated us like we're his sisters n brothers.. hes a nice chap, gentleman, fun-loving, chatterbox, mature and its not weird tht he can get along very well with every1 and any1. but too bad girls... hee.. hes attach and they have been tgt for 7 yrs.. haha... getting married soon i guess.
He's living in australia now and is back for a short holiday trip only.. 9 mths ago when he left for aus, i did not send him off cos im having my holiday at hongkong with eugenia n jacky.. so this time b4 he leave, i die die must send him off.. haha... he brought back a very cute christmas pressie for me ... a "chocolate" calander and this is the 1st time ive received a calander as a gift. haha... how cool uhh..after our not-so-full but alot-food meal, we went to the playground nearby. We played a very big round thing at first.. haha tht's the dopest thing tht u can ever find in a playground... u sit on he ledge of the saucer, den some1 will have to push u can u will go up n down n up n down n up n down n all the way..., until it stops by itself haha.. den we went to play the flying fox.. HAHA... this a scary..shawn tht bastard pus me so hard till i almost fell off the seat.. and thks to stanly., tht ive turned into tigger the tiger for 20 mins... he pulled and release the thing attached to my seat and it bounced so hard.. haha..the last ! SPIDER WEB.. deng deng deng deng !!!! *drum roll* me n jasmine climbed all the way to the highest and tht 2 idiots, stan n shawn were shaking the whole thing trying to make us fall @#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%^ lols... den we pose n took pictures of us at the top. haha... guess wat?? WE BOTH ARE IN DRESS ! wth. haha... but tht 2 bastards are still considered gentleman.. they stand at the other side.. hahaha... den we me jasmine went crazy over ' the blck cloth game ' haha.. tts all !

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6am

update u guys with my outings by my pics yea.. lazy to type. heee

first, i attened bout 5 wedding dinners, den some girls outings.. and O school recital =D

a new year !

Hmmm.. ok i noe i noe, my blog is rotting. sigh.. so much things happened in these few weeks... mainly bad stuffs but still considered good in some ways... haha... err... understand? lols.. neway... ive finally put down and let go of my 'used-to-be' sisters... with the help and advise of many..., im giving special thanks to see yong, eugenia,charyle and ryan.. Thks ppls, for being here for me to get me thru my hardest time.. ur finest words allow me to pull thru and stay strong.. see yong, ur presence and the way u cheer me up is priceless.. no 1 else can ever do that.. u rox my sox mannn! lols.. thanks darling =D Eugenia, ur laughter and the fun we had tgt is much more then what normal friends do.. thks for giving ur all to me and afraid tht i mite be crushed..baby girl yor my precious =) Charyle, yor my sunshine.. u never once fail to lift me up with ur dumbness.. hahaha... and thks for all the unusual serious talks we had for this issue.. sweeite yor the best =]. Ryan, THANKS for knocking sense into me by only saying afew sentences and always here to help me in every ways.. yor right.. they are not worth it..Da ge, Yor tha mann!! =p

Time flies, '07 is over, i can still remember very clearly hw i spent my christmas and new year celebration then.. well..., its all memories for me now... cos i'll nvr be able to do tht anymore.. and i dun wann to too.. This yr's celebration isnt big... its just normal... but the ppl i spent with are great... =D nxt yr most prob i wun be spending both occasions here in my home land.. i guess i will be in switz if everything goes smoothly... heeeee... i couldnt say its a gd or bad thing... i suppose its how i look at it ? hmmm.. i have to sacrifice alot of things for me to go there... but if i dun go, i'll lose out alot on knowledge base and will not be so well equip.. sigh..

neway... i do hope if i were to go, my boy will be waiting for me to be back, but i noe and understand tht its difficult and almost impossible to hold on.. but i'd try.. ((:

Alrite shall stop here, ppl, u'll can visit me and my girlfriend's blog too.. http://www.the3girls.wordpress.com/

cya ppl !

JezZ

10-in-1

dunno for wat reason, ive been having slpless nites... and slpin pills seriously doesnt help much.. ppl tht noes me well would be shock to hear me saying this cos im the kinda person tht i can slp anywhere anytime i want.. its really up to me.. haha..

a friend strike me hard today that ive changed so much... im no longer the person he noes in the past.. and my laughter? seems to vanish.. wats the cause? haha, i dunno? as we grow, there seems to be more things becoming more n more complicated. who doesnt want to hang a smile at all times, its just a question of are we capable of letting go of the unhappy stuffs and get on with life.. i feel tht my life's a mess now and i dont noe wat to do bout it..

its not tht i didnt seek help.. i told my frend, but soon i realise, no point... i want solutions, not comfort.. but still i thank her for her concern...some1 told me 'if u have 1kg of unhappiness.., and u tell it to someone, tht person will carry 500g of ur unhappiness n u'll only be carring 500g instead of the original 1kg'.. alrite ppl, tell me if its true...

seriously to me, it doesnt help much.. i dont always get solutions, so wats the pt? i tell u, u cant help too.. haha.

and nobdy understand me, i can really say this... if any1 can say they do, they are lying... i dont myself, how can any1? my frend told me tht im a 10-in-1.. im a combination of 10 personality.. scary uh... u wun noe when is which... hahhhh.....

i can be a sweetie pie, an introvert, a sunshine for those ard me, a real-bad-temper person, a fierce b**ch... bla bla bla....so if ure thinkin of making me mad..., it better be ur lucky day.. cos u wouldnt noe its the last nerve tht yor stepping on... lol ((: .... and the list goes on... even if any1 really thinks that they understand me, WHICH 1? hahh...ive got 10 !!!! interesting uh !

hmmm today my post abit emo ah.... haha..

anyway... i wore my new shirt today.. ! haha, thks to proj o peeps, its my bday pressie.. ((:

but its tight fitting and im not used to it ever since i enter fb .. haha

neway... who cares? as long as it looks nice on me... lols....

nite ppl ! ((:

so much things, so lil time

today's boring... haha..
when i was on my way to nyp just now, i tot about alot of things den i came to realise tht our danceworks's concept has alot of loopholes, here and there... this and that... all doesnt link at all.. yes, we might have alot of fanciful stuffs, like doing a production, but, no point when the theme and the story is not there...
so... sigh... decided to scrape off everything and have our "1st" meeting this sunday..
so much things to do, so lil time...
from now, there is about 4 months left to the competiton, but cut this cut that.... chinese new yr, christmas, need to do projects, need to work...
minus off everything, we left a FREAKING 2.5 mths... and know wat? 1 wk mit 1 time..., 2.5 mths will be...10 MEETINGS ONLY... and we need to source for costumes, make props..., choro, synchro... whoaaaaa really, so much to do... just by listing them down, i can feel the stress... lols...
im nt tryin to say i dun wann win, of cos i want to ! but i'd want to make an impactful 1... IF ! IF really we didnt win, i'd also want to make every1 rem us.. like fb's crafty code =D

Alrite, now lets move on to another issue

i have a frend, shall address him as W here, W is in love with a girl, deeply i can say... till the point that every movement she makes, everything she says..., can impact and hit him so hard.
W used to be a cheerful and carefree guy.. but nowdays, it seems like he dun like to be ard ppl, likes to be alone... is loving a person suppose to be like this? SUFFERING? i dun think so ?
although that person doesnt respond to ur affection, but is this the way to deal with it?

W, when u do something for the person u love, dun expect anything in return, if she does, den thts a bonus... if she doesnt, so be it.. u did it on ur own will... even if the others who didnt do n giv as much as u do to her..., but she cares for them more, u cant complain too... u gotta accept it... if u fail this time, dun get dejected, take it as a stepping stone for ur next relationship..

if yor reading this now... pls wake up ur idea...
stop being the way u r now, cos u might not know, the way u r now is a total turn off to her... i mean im just guessing... u nvr noe.. maybe its ur carefree self that she likes better.. really no point being so emo everytime.. i noe u cant help it, but hey... its not going to do u any good... get back up on ur feet !
u dun nid her to live ur life... DO U ?!?! every1 wld really like to see the old u..
im nt trying to teach u a lesson or scold u.. just want u to noe the facts of life...
it works this way and u cant do anything...

the pic on top says it all.. she took ur hrt....

smiles

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hahaha.. these 2 nvr fails to make me laugh.. =D