10-in-1

dunno for wat reason, ive been having slpless nites... and slpin pills seriously doesnt help much.. ppl tht noes me well would be shock to hear me saying this cos im the kinda person tht i can slp anywhere anytime i want.. its really up to me.. haha..

a friend strike me hard today that ive changed so much... im no longer the person he noes in the past.. and my laughter? seems to vanish.. wats the cause? haha, i dunno? as we grow, there seems to be more things becoming more n more complicated. who doesnt want to hang a smile at all times, its just a question of are we capable of letting go of the unhappy stuffs and get on with life.. i feel tht my life's a mess now and i dont noe wat to do bout it..

its not tht i didnt seek help.. i told my frend, but soon i realise, no point... i want solutions, not comfort.. but still i thank her for her concern...some1 told me 'if u have 1kg of unhappiness.., and u tell it to someone, tht person will carry 500g of ur unhappiness n u'll only be carring 500g instead of the original 1kg'.. alrite ppl, tell me if its true...

seriously to me, it doesnt help much.. i dont always get solutions, so wats the pt? i tell u, u cant help too.. haha.

and nobdy understand me, i can really say this... if any1 can say they do, they are lying... i dont myself, how can any1? my frend told me tht im a 10-in-1.. im a combination of 10 personality.. scary uh... u wun noe when is which... hahhhh.....

i can be a sweetie pie, an introvert, a sunshine for those ard me, a real-bad-temper person, a fierce b**ch... bla bla bla....so if ure thinkin of making me mad..., it better be ur lucky day.. cos u wouldnt noe its the last nerve tht yor stepping on... lol ((: .... and the list goes on... even if any1 really thinks that they understand me, WHICH 1? hahh...ive got 10 !!!! interesting uh !

hmmm today my post abit emo ah.... haha..

anyway... i wore my new shirt today.. ! haha, thks to proj o peeps, its my bday pressie.. ((:

but its tight fitting and im not used to it ever since i enter fb .. haha

neway... who cares? as long as it looks nice on me... lols....

nite ppl ! ((: